Being on Birth Control (Again)

Being on BC again has definitely brought things that up I haven't dealt with in a long time. I am suddenly SO emotional. I don't mean just crying at the drop of a hat ( I mean, I basically am doing that), but I get so angry and fed up so easily. I can't remember a time that I actually felt like I could cry. When I started testosterone, I stopped feeling like I could cry all the time. It wasn't like I couldn't physically cry, it was more like I felt like I didn't need to cry.

Physically, I see the changes every time I look in the mirror. During pre-transition, I had a deep hourglass, curvy figure. I can see that coming back. After going off testosterone, I noticed it coming back slowly, but now that I'm taking BC I can see it coming back faster. I am also noticing a difference in strength. I went to the gym last night and picked up a set of dumbbells, 30 pounds each. Before BC, I could pick these up and do my exercises without a huge struggle, but this time it was significantly more difficult to even start my exercises.

It's a crazy thing, what hormones can do to you.